“I have been a type 1 diabetic for 28 years. I’m insulin dependent which basically means I have to wear an insulin pump 24/7 in order to live. Since day one of being diagnosed, I've believed in the power of the Lord’s healing. Yet, I always felt like it was for everyone else - that my disease was too big. But anytime prayer was happening, I had my hand raised. Many times I would receive what was being declared over me only to be met with another high or low blood sugar. I have cried out many times, "Lord, all You require is faith the size of a mustard seed, and I have that! I know You are a Healer, why won’t You heal me? Why do I feel like You are passing me by?" But last year I came to the women's conference at Hope, and Katie Levell spoke about her mom’s cancer battle. Even until her her last breath, Katie believed in the goodness of the Lord for her mom, and that the Lord could heal her and raise her up. I wanted that kind of faith! I immediately felt this stirring in my heart...a song nugget as I call it. I knew the Lord was doing something and I couldn't wait to get home and get started. I had an incredible encounter with the Holy Spirit that day that shifted everything for me. As I got in my car to leave, I was full of joy and excitement... and adrenaline. The adrenaline caused my blood sugar to spike really high. By the time I got home, I had developed a horrific migraine that left me sobbing on my bathroom floor from sickness and pain. But I began saying out loud, "YOU ARE GOOD!! EVEN STILL, YOU ARE GOOD. I refuse to let Satan steal this day from me.” I shifted my perspective right then and there. Over the next few days, I began writing, “Even Still.” This is my declaration of his goodness. I am choosing to trust, believe and know that He will heal me. He is a promise keeper and whether it’s on this side of heaven or not, He will fulfill His promise to me. His timing is always perfect. Even Still, He is good!!”